Sam Erstwhile (
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[There's a scrambling sound and a few mutterings of "you turn on the video over here, don't you?" before the video finally turns out, showing the somewhat morose face of one (1) Sam Erstwhile, disheveled brown hair almost covering his eyes. He glances away with a slight frown.]
Um, right, what was I going to say here...
[And then a nod as he looks back up.]
Right! Right. Erm, yeah. Hello to all of you, I guess. I'm Sam and...I just arrived a few days ago, so I'm sorry if I'm still new to all of this.
[He tries his best at a smile, but it's kind of a pathetic try, at best- his mouth just quirks upward for one second before dropping down to it's usual position.]
I...I just am a little confused, honestly. I mean, people have told me about the Persona thing and the fact that we have to fight monsters and all, but, I mean, why were we chosen in the first place? I know plenty of other people who would be way better at this than me. And it's not like I applied or anything, so...what's so special about me?
[He sighs, scratching the back of his head.] Somebody I talked to before talked about how they choose us based on our souls, but...I just want to hear what other people think. I'm not really interested in why we were chosen, more like how we were chosen, if that makes sense. What sets us apart from all the other people from where we come from?
Because, I dunno...I think they made a really huge mistake when they chose me.
Um, right, what was I going to say here...
[And then a nod as he looks back up.]
Right! Right. Erm, yeah. Hello to all of you, I guess. I'm Sam and...I just arrived a few days ago, so I'm sorry if I'm still new to all of this.
[He tries his best at a smile, but it's kind of a pathetic try, at best- his mouth just quirks upward for one second before dropping down to it's usual position.]
I...I just am a little confused, honestly. I mean, people have told me about the Persona thing and the fact that we have to fight monsters and all, but, I mean, why were we chosen in the first place? I know plenty of other people who would be way better at this than me. And it's not like I applied or anything, so...what's so special about me?
[He sighs, scratching the back of his head.] Somebody I talked to before talked about how they choose us based on our souls, but...I just want to hear what other people think. I'm not really interested in why we were chosen, more like how we were chosen, if that makes sense. What sets us apart from all the other people from where we come from?
Because, I dunno...I think they made a really huge mistake when they chose me.
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I think we were chosen based on willpower.
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Wait, willpower? Like, as in that one thing I don't really have...?
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Oh, wait. You're being serious, aren't you.
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Well, if that's true, then I'm definitely the worst mistake they've ever made.
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Beside, I'm a weapon of mass goddamn destruction. Why else would they have picked me to save anything if I didn't have an unshakable will?
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[A sigh.]
See, that's what I'm talking about. I've met gods and big huge knights of terror and now living weapons of mass destruction, and then there's me. Like...how do I even stand up to all of you all? What's so special about me?
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[He seems to ponder Sam's question for a moment, stroking his chin.] As for how we were chosen... Honestly, I can't say. Whomever it was that drew us here- I'm assuming that strange man with the butterfly mask that appeared to you before you came to in this world- didn't seem to have any particular agenda in mind...
If I had to guess, I'd say he was drawn to rather strong entities with amazing power, whether it's the ability to use Personas effectively or it's the raw talent an individual already possesses before arrival. [At least that seemed to be the case with at least three angels wandering the city, among other strange and powerful people.]
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[He gives a nod at that description.] Yeah, I remember him! But no, he didn't have any reason why he chose me at all. He just...appeared. I don't know.
[And an even more troubled expression appears on his face at that last part.] Amazing power? [A scoff.] Now that, I definitely don't have...I'm just a nobody, really.
I don't see why anyone would have need of me at all.
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Or perhaps you're not giving yourself enough credit, Sam. [He gives Sam a grin.]
My name is Aziraphale, by the way.
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[And there's a slight twist of his mouth to the side in that attempt of a smile.] I don't see why I should need credit, but alright.
[The name is interesting, though.] Aziraphale? That sounds really cool...where do you come from, Aziraphale?
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[Video] god it feels weird to mention crowley when you're my crowley mun
[Video] SOBS don't remind me
[Video] too late.
[Video] /shakes fist at
[Video] oops there i go again
[Video] /goes to corner, sobs
[Video] still not sorry.
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For all we know, they put some names on a board and threw darts at them.
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[He shrugs.] I mean, if they chose people that way, then they'd better be prepared for the worst team they ever will have. Just saying.
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Hey, maybe I'm not cutting them enough slack and there's more to it then that, don't know. I sure hope so if they actually hope for anything to come of this.
But, like I said, it's not worth dwelling on, you'll just end up chasing your own tail.
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[And a groan at that last part.] I know it isn't, but still! It's going to be bothering me for a while, because it just makes no sense to me. And I like things making sense.
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Actually, I'm starting to think they're taking whoever they can get and just telling us we're all special.
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Maybe. Though nobody really has told me that I'm special. More like "here's a Persona, you figure out how to use it in this place you never knew", that sort of thing.
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As it is, I can barely get mine to work.
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HIDEOUSLY LATE wow i'm sorry;;;
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None of them are really likely reasons, but looks like people are confused just as much as I am...
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I doubt anyone brought here knows the exact reason, but it's interesting to hear what the theories are.
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So, maybe it's just a coincidence! And, it's not like we're being paid to exterminate demons, sooo... maybe you came for being special some other way?
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And I guess, but I've been wracking my brain and I'm not really special at anything at all...anything I think of, I can name at least one person who is better at it than I am. So, that's kind of a moot point.
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Well, maybe the person better at it than you has a mean personality? Or, other things to do? Maybe they had really bad dandruff, so you won out! [-answers the second half instead!]
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