01 - [Video]

[primordial]

[There's a scrambling sound and a few mutterings of "you turn on the video over here, don't you?" before the video finally turns out, showing the somewhat morose face of one (1) Sam Erstwhile, disheveled brown hair almost covering his eyes. He glances away with a slight frown.]

Um, right, what was I going to say here...

[And then a nod as he looks back up.]

Right! Right. Erm, yeah. Hello to all of you, I guess. I'm Sam and...I just arrived a few days ago, so I'm sorry if I'm still new to all of this.

[He tries his best at a smile, but it's kind of a pathetic try, at best- his mouth just quirks upward for one second before dropping down to it's usual position.]

I...I just am a little confused, honestly. I mean, people have told me about the Persona thing and the fact that we have to fight monsters and all, but, I mean, why were we chosen in the first place? I know plenty of other people who would be way better at this than me. And it's not like I applied or anything, so...what's so special about me?

[He sighs, scratching the back of his head.] Somebody I talked to before talked about how they choose us based on our souls, but...I just want to hear what other people think. I'm not really interested in why we were chosen, more like how we were chosen, if that makes sense. What sets us apart from all the other people from where we come from?

Because, I dunno...I think they made a really huge mistake when they chose me.

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[Video]

[primordial]

And what if it didn't stop there? Wouldn't you be spending time that you should be using to get back with your loved ones?

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

Then I would deal with it when I got back. Even if I returned right now, after a month, there's no guarantee I could be with those people anyway.

[Video]

[primordial]

...

[He blinks, eyebrows furrowing, trying to figure this out.]

And you're not upset over that?

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

For now, yes. Whether time has stopped or not, the situation in my world is complicated. Either way, there would be trouble if I went back.

[Video]

[primordial]

Ah, wait, so...if I'm correct, your existence there in the first place causes problems?

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

Basically.

[Video]

[primordial]

And...if you don't mind me asking, what problems are those?

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

I'd rather not get into it.

[Far too much to explain, and far too uncomfortable to boot.]

[Video]

[primordial]

Alright...I guess in due time and all.

[He sadly frowns, scratching the back of his head as he looks away.]

If it helps any...my existence is kind of a problem too back home. But there's just something I have to do, even though I hate causing people problems...

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

[It's okay, you can try again once the S.link rank is higher. Although that does pique his interest.]

I can listen if you need to talk about it.

[He's not rude enough to pry, though. Especially after shutting down on his own situation.]

[Video]

[primordial]

Yeah, well, it's not exactly something I'm too willing to share, but...

[And he pauses, to add drama, to add the emotion as he looks down and mumbles.]

It's about my sister. T-that's all I can really say.

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

...I see.

Sorry.

[It comes out sounding a little flat, but he does mean it.]

[Video]

[primordial]

Yeah, it's...sad, what happened to her....

[He shakes his head, looking vaguely uncomfortable, but pained nonetheless.]

I shouldn't have brought it up. I'm really sorry. I bet you don't want to hear about that or me. Nobody ever does.

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

[He gives a light shrug, his usual blank expression masking his discomfort well. Less because of what Sam said and more because how do you shot conversations regarding heavy topics.]

It's fine. I'm the one who prompted it anyway.

[Video]

[primordial]

[A sigh.]

Yeah...but anyways, let's talk about something else. I don't really need to think about that sort of thing...

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

Is there another topic you'd prefer to talk about?

[Conversationalist: Sasuke is not one.]

[Video]

[primordial]

[Neither is Sam. :D]

...Erm, actually, I do. Have you discovered your Persona yet?

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

Yes. I'm assuming you haven't? [Newbie and all.]

[Video]

[primordial]

No, not at all. Have you?

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

[A nod.]

...Someone from another world with Persona users gave me some advice. It's... weird, at first, but you get used to it once you know how.

[Video]

[primordial]

Really? Care to share some of that advice?

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

[He closes his eyes for a moment, sensing out his own Persona to try to get a better feel for how to describe it.]

...It's like there's another presence in the back of your mind. You need to bring it out in order to summon it. It's like... moving a part of your mind itself, if that makes sense.

It takes some getting used to.

[Video]

[primordial]

Moving a part of your mind That..does sound really weird, I can tell why you say it takes a while to get used to. Hmm.

So...Personas are just kind of like a physical form of part of our mind, then?

[Video]

[not_that_sasuke]

That's how I understand it.

[Video]

[primordial]

Hmmm. Odd.

Did they do surgery on our heads when we were brought here, or what happened to separate that part of our minds into something that acts on it's own? It's creepy, really...