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Arturia Pendragon (AU) @ Nowhere ([personal profile] maybe_a_king) wrote in [community profile] compnetwork2013-01-01 06:38 pm

ITP: Questions

[Four months. January would mark her fourth month in this place and Arturia is very, very confused. This is a place where special abilities are not only accepted, but commonplace, and there's little chance of the Grail War coming here. She always hated keeping secrets back home, but had understood the why of it. It bothered her, but she had accepted this as a fact of life.

Even more than that, Shinji weighs on her mind. Shinji had been a jerk, there was no question about that. The girls who followed him around were the type of teenage girl who seemed to think that sort of person was a real man. Arturia knew better than that just from spending so much time with Sakura. The only reason Arturia had not tried beating him to a pulp for what he did to his sister had been due to Sakura asking her to leave him be and stay out of it. It angered her to just stand by and yet....

...yet when she gets back home, she has every intention of going to the Matou home and telling Sakura in person that her brother is dead. Arturia has no idea how to tell her and the thought of lying to Sakura and creating a cover story leaves her slightly ill whenever she thinks of it since, in the end, Arturia feels like she is the one responsible. Archer may have put the bullet through Shinji's brain, but he had been Arturia's Servant.

There had to have been an alternative. There had to be.

Once she figures out how to post anonymously on the Network, she does so.]


[Text; Anonymous]

When is it acceptable to kill someone?

For that matter, when would you say it is acceptable to keep secrets.?

(ooc: Threadjacking is a-okay and encouraged)
bakegarasu: (stand my ground)

[personal profile] bakegarasu 2013-01-07 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I realize that. But different people have different needs, and different groups of people need opposite things sometimes.

Say someone kills for money. If you take him out, you save people. But his family needed the money for food, so you're killing them by taking him out.

You can't make a blanket call without knowing the situation. You can't assume that you know what's right, or you miss the whole point of actually being right.
dreamprotector: (pic#4947393)

[personal profile] dreamprotector 2013-01-07 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
That's why I said that some situations don't have an acceptable or right solution.

And your missing the point; in the end it's not about making the right call. It's about taking responsibility for the call you make, regardless of what outcome and consequences.
handshakegreeting: (kiri ▣ breathe in fire and ash)

anonymous text;

[personal profile] handshakegreeting 2013-01-07 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
That is very well put, child. Indeed, you must have wisdom beyond your years despite how sheltered your ideals may seem to those of other worlds and realities.

Following the logic of Otoha-san here, it could mean that a simple act of violence could be excused due to circumstance. That is not how the world sees it, as much as those who wish to turn a blind eye desire it. Quite the contrary. The blindness may even come from both sides. Whether they accept the effect of their decision, or hide from it in their own delusions.
bakegarasu: (protector of shinjuku)

text;

[personal profile] bakegarasu 2013-01-07 02:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Welp.]

I know that it's not how the world sees it. But the world doesn't see a lot of things.
handshakegreeting: (comfort ▣ between me and you)

anonymous text;

[personal profile] handshakegreeting 2013-01-12 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Indeed, and it is quite a shame...
bakegarasu: (as i pondered weak and weary)

text;

[personal profile] bakegarasu 2013-01-13 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
I've seen what trying to force the world awake will do though. And I don't like it.

[If given enough time will he go down that road? It's rough to think about.]
handshakegreeting: (fog ▣ the stage is set)

anonymous text;

[personal profile] handshakegreeting 2013-01-26 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
It can be rather grotesque, yes. That is why many seek illusions and falsehoods.

[wheee speaking from experience.]
bakegarasu: (heroes rise again)

text;

[personal profile] bakegarasu 2013-01-26 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
You have to find a balance, I guess.
handshakegreeting: (comfort ▣ between me and you)

anonymous text;

[personal profile] handshakegreeting 2013-01-27 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
Indeed; though not many attempt to follow this assumption.
dreamprotector: (pic#4947105)

anonymous text;

[personal profile] dreamprotector 2013-01-12 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh my... hi there, creepy anon. I mean-]

I don't know if I have anything like wisdom... I only know what I try to live by the best of my ability.
handshakegreeting: (amused ▣ what have you done?)

anonymous text;

[personal profile] handshakegreeting 2013-01-12 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[Hello to you too, anon who is likely human. c:]

An admirable trait; one that is not always shared by others.

[Aw, creepy anon likes you!]
dreamprotector: (pic#4947139)

anonymous text;

[personal profile] dreamprotector 2013-01-12 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[Human he is.]

That's just all the more reason to hold onto it.

[It has taken him long to find balance, to find the road he had aimed to walk after leaving Castle Oblivion. To consume the dark and turn it into light, to know both, but not fear either. That is the road to dawn.

Also, uhh... thank you, creeper anon?]
handshakegreeting: (bored ▣ is that all)

anonymous text;

[personal profile] handshakegreeting 2013-01-12 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Very well. I hope that living your way leads to happiness.

[Somehow even through text, the other anon seems amused and proud...

You feel a faint bond forming between you and the other anonymous responder OH MOTHER OF GOD NOOOOOO]



Thou art I... and I am thou...
Thou hast established a new bond
that surpasses the barriers of
both time and worlds...

but art thou sure you wish to bond with someone you doth not know...


[You have formed the Anonymous Social Link of the Death Arcana!

...You get a foreboding feeling.]
dreamprotector: (pic#4947381)

not here (anymore)

[personal profile] dreamprotector 2013-01-12 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[Riku always has foreboding feelings when he hears voices in his head.

In fact... he kind of may or may not stumble back just a little, dropping his communicator in shock.

Just. What had happened just now!?]
handshakegreeting: (veiled ▣ of love and hate)

poor thing

[personal profile] handshakegreeting 2013-01-12 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[...There's one more anonymous message for him later, and one that somehow seems locked to the IP of the last response.]

And in case you are not aware of what the Persona ability causes, latent or awakened, that was a social link initiation. Your own inner voice whispering to your heart, if you will.

In other words yes, I indeed heard it, too.

still not here :|

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bakegarasu: (brooding like a demon)

[personal profile] bakegarasu 2013-01-07 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
That's true. But you do need to make sure that you understand that situations can't always be done on own your sense of morality.
Edited 2013-01-07 14:23 (UTC)
dreamprotector: (pic#4947391)

[personal profile] dreamprotector 2013-01-12 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I understand that. Can you say the same?
bakegarasu: (all up in my grill like 'nevermore')

[personal profile] bakegarasu 2013-01-13 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
Depends on the situation, I guess.
whereibelong: (Issues don't just go away)

not anon

[personal profile] whereibelong 2013-01-07 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[She's recognized the particular wording of someone for a while. And this just seals the deal.

To be honest, seeing this whole conversation - even by accident - has been difficult for to read because she's been in a situation... one where you wondered what the right or wrong situation was. And she'd had to think about what was best for everyone.]


He's right. There can be a right decision sometimes, but not always, and even then it's not always clear. But the important thing is... even if you've made a decision, whether it's right or wrong... you have to think about how it affects more than just you. And take responsibility for who and what it does affect.

It's what he told us.
bakegarasu: (determination of the strong)

[personal profile] bakegarasu 2013-01-07 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
You do. That doesn't mean you have to feel regret over it.
dreamprotector: (pic#4892635)

[text | private]

[personal profile] dreamprotector 2013-01-12 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[...Since he has a feeling she knows that this is him.]

You mean your universe's 'me'?
whereibelong: (Nostalgia of times passed)

[text | private]

[personal profile] whereibelong 2013-01-12 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[Good call, Riku]

Yeah.

[And because it's him...]

When I chose not to go back.
dreamprotector: (pic#4947375)

[text | private]

[personal profile] dreamprotector 2013-01-12 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
...I see.

[Yeah... that seems like something he would say.

He is pretty sure he knows the answer to the question that follows already, but even so he wants to hear it from her.]


When the moment came, did you take responsibility for your choices?
whereibelong: (Issues don't just go away)

[text | private]

[personal profile] whereibelong 2013-01-12 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a pause before the reply comes.]

We still are.

[Now, and every day until Sora finally wakes up. Probably longer.]
dreamprotector: (pic#4947146)

[text | private]

[personal profile] dreamprotector 2013-01-13 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
That's good.

[Even though Sora might still be asleep, even though he is sure many other things he doesn't know about have happened to her and her friends...

He switches to voice for this; it's something that should be said rather than texted.]


I'm sure, your Riku is very glad about the way things happened. Despite the consequences of it.

[He knows the regret he feels over Roxas. That may be in part over Xion too.

And he knows that he is glad that somewhere things went differently.]

[Not here-ish?]

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