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[icanhearscreams]

I guess I'm new here. This place is really weird. It doesn't make sense.

It's Ushiro, by the way, if any of the others are here.

Hospital food sucks. They told me I needed to get my strength up by eating, but how are you supposed to eat when everything tastes like cardboard?

Also 'combat fatigue' is a stupid sounding diagnosis. It just sounds like you took a nap during a battle.

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[ex_outofcontrol435]

'Combat?' How old are you anyway? You sound like a kid.

[icanhearscreams]

I'm 13. I'm not a kid anymore.

[ex_outofcontrol435]

Still qualifies as a child soldier, I'd say.

[icanhearscreams]

None of us who piloted were soldiers. One pilot was ten.

[ex_outofcontrol435]

Okay, we didn't get our hands on the cars yet, never mind the jet, and we were 18. What kind of fucked up world are you from?

[icanhearscreams]

One with a sick and twisted game, using a giant robot that runs on the life energy of its pilots.

One battle, then you die. On to the next person, until your planet's done its required number of battles.

It's not like we were told the rules before we got involved.

[ex_outofcontrol435]

And if you don't fight?

[It seems like a painfully simple solution to him, so there must be some loophole.]

[icanhearscreams]

You lose. And your planet is destroyed, along with all life on it.

[ex_outofcontrol435]

Wh

Who could even do that. Unless you've got nukes big enough to take out a planet there?

1/2

[icanhearscreams]

In theory, but no country is going to use them.

Yet, at least.

And we don't know. We have no clue who started this stupid 'game', or why. We don't know where any of this came from. The last pilot shows up on a new planet, recruits new pilots, and keeps the game going - because if they don't, their planet will be destroyed.

It's not always people my age who pilot it. Sometimes they're adults. Sometimes they aren't. It seems the younger the pilot the more power they have during their fight, though.

But there's not a choice. You have to play. You have to die. Otherwise your planet will be wiped out, and so will you - so there's no point in taking out your whole planet when you can save people. Not that every pilot's the heroic sort of person. It doesn't matter. Someone in our group got killed because he wouldn't fight, and someone stepped up to replace him. You fight and you die, or you don't fight and you die. It doesn't matter, except that it's so stupid to not fight. Even if you're going to lose, just do something.

It's an endless cycle and no one has the ability to break it and it's horrible and everyone wants it to stop but they can't stop it.

[icanhearscreams]

... I don't usually go on like that.

Don't take it as a usual thing.

[ex_outofcontrol435]

Got it. [He's endlessly amused by those last two lines.]

For the record, that sounds completely fucking insane. In every way possible.

[icanhearscreams]

It was. None of us were trained for this kind of thing at all, either. We had no idea of tactics or any of that.

[ex_outofcontrol435]

Not really what I meant.

[But he'll let it slide for now.]

So if you fought, how are you still alive?

[icanhearscreams]

That's a good question.

[To which he has no answer.]

[ex_outofcontrol435]

Don't tell me they've got zombies here too.

[icanhearscreams]

I wouldn't know.

And no, I'm not a zombie. I'm pretty sure, anyway. I'm hungry for a good sandwich, not human flesh.

[ex_outofcontrol435]

You don't sound too traumatized to me, smartass.

I can use the write journal I swear. 8(

[icanhearscreams]

That's what I keep trying to tell them.

bb ;; /heatpat

[ex_outofcontrol435]

So break out. I doubt they'll hunt you down.

[icanhearscreams]

Yeah I guess.

Might be helpful if I can walk without feeling like I'm gonna fall over first though.

[ex_outofcontrol435]

Look, either you're sick or you're not. Passing out all over the place is sick.

[icanhearscreams]

I don't feel that sick though. Only when I try to walk.

[Or he's just stubborn.]

[ex_outofcontrol435]

Chill out, tough guy. Unless you like the idea of being wheeled around here, which'll make you look like even more of a pussy unless you're actually paralyzed.

[icanhearscreams]

Yeah no. I'd rather not.