1st Routine [Anon Text]

[dreamsonwings]

How do you handle being alone?

[She's been here for two weeks and yet she should be happy. There's more people around, no crazy experiments or monsters, or anyone suffering a lot. But Sora...she feels out of place somehow. Perhaps it's because she hasn't seen her home in nearly two years or that no one from Fortuna managed to get here either, being rather worried.

Seriously, what the hell is with these sudden feelings of suck?]

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[dreamsonwings]

So it's good to be alone?

[She's just asking for clarification, that's all.]

[vacare]

I'm not sure I'd say that. I don't know what you've been through, so I can't judge you, right? Maybe it'd be better for you to be alone instead of feeling lonely. I don't really know.

Generally, though, I'm sure that it's better to be with people than to keep to yourself, especially if you're the type who surrounds themselves with people. It might be scary to make the commitment, but at the same time... even so, people will leave your life for various reasons, some of them pointless. I guess it's a matter of bearing through that knowledge and staying hopeful.

[dreamsonwings]

It's strange when you see the words.

I thought I could handle it before. I was stronger back home before going on this journey because I understood. But now it seems that I've gone backwards.

I want to try and start over. Get back to who I was before it all started.

[vacare]

What kind of person were you?

[dreamsonwings]

I was...happier. There were some things I didn't know until recently. I thought everything was black or white; some people were good and some were bad. I didn't expect things to be so mixed.

[Strangely, telling this person everything while remaining nameless made her feel a bit better. Sora needed to get this out.]

[vacare]

Is that scary too? The idea that the people you want to be friends with aren't all the way good?

[ eiji is just here to help! and help. and help...! ]

[dreamsonwings]

It is when I nearly died trusting someone.

[It's been over a year but that day is still fresh in her mind. If Weiss wanted to see two people suffer just for his amusement, then mission accomplished.]

[vacare]

[ pretty heavy stuff... ]

Then... maybe you need to take it slow? Find someone you think you can open up to, and be careful. But that's hard in a city full of strangers, though. It's kind of a hard one, this problem.