Sam Erstwhile (
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03 - [Action/Video]
[Action- in front of Daemoniac Inc. Cancer District]
[Walk through the Cancer Ward, and you will probably spot the large building in the middle of it, a state-of-the-art structure that reflects the technological wizardry of the area. One might marvel at it, and the locals do seem to be doing so as their eyes wander over it, but there is one person who does not seem to be marveling at it at all.]
[You might look over this young man sitting on a chair outside an internet cafe, with his disheveled appearance and general unkempt hair that scream "possibly homeless or worse", but his gaze, strangely enough, never seems to leave the building. Look closer, and you'll see that the knuckles on his hand grasping the cup of water before him are white, he's grasping the thing so tightly. And his stare holds a level of malice that contrasts harshly with his general harmless appearance...]
[This is not the image of a man who is happy about what he is looking at, at all.]
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[Sam Erstwhile appears on screen, frowning sadly- while everyone is busy with the hubbub of the tournament coming up, it seems like he'll be the only person who will always be miserable, no matter what.]
Look, um...I hate to ask this, because it's totally unrelated to anything about the tournament, but I felt I really needed a answer to the question as soon as possible.
[He lets out a sigh as he scratches his shaggy head.]
W-what's the best way to get rid of nightmares?
[Walk through the Cancer Ward, and you will probably spot the large building in the middle of it, a state-of-the-art structure that reflects the technological wizardry of the area. One might marvel at it, and the locals do seem to be doing so as their eyes wander over it, but there is one person who does not seem to be marveling at it at all.]
[You might look over this young man sitting on a chair outside an internet cafe, with his disheveled appearance and general unkempt hair that scream "possibly homeless or worse", but his gaze, strangely enough, never seems to leave the building. Look closer, and you'll see that the knuckles on his hand grasping the cup of water before him are white, he's grasping the thing so tightly. And his stare holds a level of malice that contrasts harshly with his general harmless appearance...]
[This is not the image of a man who is happy about what he is looking at, at all.]
[Video]
[Sam Erstwhile appears on screen, frowning sadly- while everyone is busy with the hubbub of the tournament coming up, it seems like he'll be the only person who will always be miserable, no matter what.]
Look, um...I hate to ask this, because it's totally unrelated to anything about the tournament, but I felt I really needed a answer to the question as soon as possible.
[He lets out a sigh as he scratches his shaggy head.]
W-what's the best way to get rid of nightmares?
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...And what if that doesn't work? What do I do then?
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[Masamune that is the worst advice ever and you should feel horrible.]
Find someone who's willing to listen, I guess. Probably not what you want to hear, but it does help if all else fails.
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[A sigh.] I think I've found somebody by now, but yeah, I still don't think that's entirely the best option. What will talking do for me, really?
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Yeah, physical reminders probably don't help at all. There any way you can take an alternate route or something?
Catharsis? Relief knowing that you don't have to hide something? That's what I get out of it when it comes to that.
[And he will always be grateful to Kojuro and Shigezane for being there for him like that, especially during the transition phase after his old man kicked it.]
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[He scratches the back of his shaggy head.] But what if I want to hide it? I don't want people to think bad of me, so why give them the opportunity to do that?
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[He can't talk beyond that, he goes to the arcade when he's not busy most of the time.]
If you got someone you trust, it's not gonna matter. There's good and bad in just about anyone, and anyone who tells you otherwise is lying out their ass. It's a part of being human.
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[A long sigh.] I guess you're right. It's just a matter of finding someone who won't take advantage of you, really.
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The last time I trusted someone, he ruined my life...
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[Masamune's smirk drops for a split second.]
There's no point in giving up, even if you get hurt in the process.
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I mean, there's only so many times you can get hurt...
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