Miki Sanada (
helenchanted) wrote in
compnetwork2012-11-13 02:16 am
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Ahh...uh...
[Miki is trying to keep a straight face but this is harder than she thought.]
...umm I think that Minami is gone. W-well no. Not 'I think'. I know she's gone since her room is occupied by someone else, so I guess she returned to our world...
[Her best friend is gone but she...she doesn't think she could leave herself just yet. Not with what she's gained here.]
I kinda need to clear my mind a bit...
Anyone want to do something?
[Miki is trying to keep a straight face but this is harder than she thought.]
...umm I think that Minami is gone. W-well no. Not 'I think'. I know she's gone since her room is occupied by someone else, so I guess she returned to our world...
[Her best friend is gone but she...she doesn't think she could leave herself just yet. Not with what she's gained here.]
I kinda need to clear my mind a bit...
Anyone want to do something?

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Well, he guesses that doesn't matter now, and he swallows down his own feelings before sending a message to Miki. ]
... I'm sure she'll be all right.
[ pause... ]
I don't have work today, if you want some company.
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S-sure. I think I'd like that.
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The slight awkwardness doesn't escape his attention, nor does the 'I think', but he ignores them because really... it's okay. He doesn't mind. ]
... is there someplace in particular you'd like to go?
LMAO THAT FIRST ONE
I haven't been around in the city enough to know good places to go. I'm open to suggestions...[She stops, thinking as she she goes on.] ...or we could just sit around and watch TV.
[There's a small smile?]
I know I heard a joke somewhere about eating ice cream while your feeling sad...
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[ Either way. ]
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I hope you don't mind, but Akihiko wanted to come too...we can watch movies all three of us.
[Yes Miki. Make it looks like he insisted...well to be fair he probably would have, but SHIFTING THE BLAME ON SOMEONE ELSE AWW YEAH responsible teenagers.]
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[ He doesn't mind Akihiko being present, though... he really just wanted to talk to Miki a bit about Minami and then... not think about these things at all. He's not entirely sure -- well... Minato's just not great with talking about personal stuff with a lot of people around is all. But he honestly wouldn't begrudge Akihiko wanting to comfort his sister or spend time with her or anything. ]
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WHAT DID YOU--oh wait that part disappeared.]I'm asking him right now. We can go pick up something while he looks around for some of his action movies.
[Hey! It seems fate isn't that cruel and on the bright side, you get a cool fifteen or so minutes of alone time.
Please be gentle.]no subject
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You know where to go, and I don't. I'll wait for you to come get me.
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[BUT IT'S NOT A DATE.]no subject
Knock knock.
Your date is here.]no subject
Hi.
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[ Insert pause for awkwardness here. ]
Ready?
[ He'd hold out a hand or something, but this is not a date, so he keeps his hands in his pockets. Despite what the icon may lead you to believe, he does smile a little bit. ]
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Yeah. Lead the way.
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It's a couple blocks this way.
... [ But now that they're alone together, he's not quite sure... how to ask what he wants to know. It seems kind of.. rude or something to just ask about Minami, and he's also sure that if Miki wants to talk about how she's feeling, then she'll say something. ]
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...so. How to break the ice...usually she has no problems with this. Hell she's good at getting Shinjiro to talk once in a while. Maybe if she goes for the 'tell me about yourself'. Actually...she is a bit curious about that, compared the quieter Minato is a stark contrast to the one she knows, and she has told him already a bunch of things from her own world a while ago.]
Sooo uh...how was SEES in your world like with you leading it? [Pause.] I mean in the things you did differently way.
[Why is she so bad at this? Usually she's not bad at this.]
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We had a different arrangement of people, but you already know that...
In the end, SEES was my family... [ It's the most he can think to say that isn't just listing off differences they've already established. The different line-ups of SEES and Strega, the different people alive and dead between their worlds... And they all know how it ended, so things can't have been all that different... right? He's just unsure. ]
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"It's my family..." Miki could understand that.
Something worth fighting for...
And something with sacrificing yourself for...
Would have she done the same in the shoes of the two Arisato's? She would have given her life as well back them to stop Nyx, but in the end it was just due to one person. Not just for the world...
...But for family.]
We kinda are, aren't we?
[...Granted a very dysfunctional family for the most part. But there's no other people she'd rather be with.]
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[ How Minako and Shinjiro have come to trust each other, and how she interacts with other people she trusts is different from how he interacts with people he trusts which is again different, he's sure, from how Minami interacts with people she trusts. And the same goes for Miki and Akihiko, as well. ]
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[Something Miki herself needs to put into practice more often, she realizes.]
...that was from Lao Tzu. [She grins a little more.] Force of habit. [And she knows, Family isn't just flesh and blood relatives.]
That's why we miss them even more when they're gone. [And the void they leave.]
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And remember them fondly. [ But he goes ahead and smiles, because they're mostly happy memories. Or at least he'd prefer to focus on the happier memories.