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[ When the feed turns on, there's a pleased look on Yuri's face as she continues to make bead bracelets. There's several on the desk - about ten or so - but she soon notices that the feed's already on. She meant to turn it on, but she didn't expect it to already be on.

There's a slight surprised look on her face before she gives a genuinely gentle smile, her voice calmer than usual. Maybe a little too calm, actually. ]

It seems like I made too many of these. Would anyone like one? Oh, and Otonashi-kun, Hinata-kun, and Noda-kun, I made one for you guys, too. All matching ones for the SSS.

[ Now that's strange. After all, it's not like Yuri to make something like that after all... ]

Oh, and if anybody wants one, it's no problem—

[ But soon enough, there's a grunt and an angry huff as she turns the feed off. That's strange; why would she do such a thing? ]

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[ But Otonashi-kun, don't you know that friendship is magic? ]

I went into a house that I thought was mine. And then several minutes later, I realized that it didn't make any sense to me. There's no reason why I would be happy going to my own house.

[Oh. Otonashi might not be one to brashly swear, but this is very much a time where the only thing he can think is--

Shit. Shitshitshit. Is this an outbreak? The stars aren't lining up much differently though, so how can this be the same?]

You. . . walked into a house that isn't yours. Do you feel anything else?

Nothing physically. But I'm remembering things I shouldn't know. I'm certain of that. Especially since I feel as if the face I have now isn't mine.

[ There's a sigh after that. ]

I just don't want to do something stupid if I'm right. I don't like having my mind messed with. I've dealt with that enough already.

[He can sympathize with the frustration of invasive, uncharacteristic thoughts, and he can't help but worry for her. It's that moment that snaps him enough to want to throw away all the guilt, the shame, the fear that lingered after he had tried to hurt all of them. Nevermind that he had no control of his actions, nevermind that trying to "mercy kill" under the Zodiac effect was better than being a murderer by choice. That doesn't matter, not to him. There are days when he feels like he is doing so much more on his own, without the fights or the jokes or the things one just has to accept in the SSS. Sometimes that very thing that helps him focus -- that isolation -- makes it so much harder to keep a distance from them.

And then there are days like this, when one of them will do something to make him sick with worry and he should do something even when he's powerless, even if all he can do is say "I'll do my best" and assure them--]

Yuri.

[He breathes in, speaking up. He's short with her, yes, and sounds tired, but he'll be honest.]

It's not just you. This is happening to a few people, it seems like another event. I'm trying to find out more about it, but it shouldn't last for long if I'm right. [But that's honestly all he has to offer.]

[ Yuri... is not surprised in the slightest. The mere fact that Otonashi went off and actually went off of anon was a little different, but she knows; she understands why. ]

It better. I don't want anybody having my memories; it's disgusting.

Yeah... I know.

[He wishes he had more input, but really, all he can do is empathize. The loss of control over one's own mind is terrifying and, worse, if these events are frequent? Distressing.]

All the more reason I should punch the idiots who brought us here.

[ Sorry, Otonashi, but she's not very happy at all. ]

That's not going to help anything. [He's wavering on the other end, going quieter. He's confident in his assertion, but he isn't sure what more to say. What did violence ever solve?]

And how do you know it won't?

Because it usually doesn't, Yuri...

An...yway, this place doesn't seem to have major disturbances that... stick. Take care of yourself, and -- [And what? Try not to think too hard about the weird loss of control of your mind? That's impossible, nobody could do that. ~~Except maybe Noda because "what is thinking."~~] -- you... should be feeling fine soon.

Fine.

[ She replies in a slightly pissed and aggravated tone, giving her hair a flip as she folds her arms over her chest, sighing. ]

You better take care of yourself too, Otonashi-kun.

[Who could blame her? Not him, certainly.]

Yeah. I will. [And the feed cuts.

Maybe it's about time for him to stop pursuing things without their involvement.]

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