That is not what I am saying. I am a god and still no closer to my goal of humanity.

[Anant doesn't sound annoyed, but mildly exasperated]

I am being confusing, but I cannot explain it myself. It is subconscious knowledge, information that resides in the soul but not of the conscience. How does one explain that? I am not entirely sure myself. But it is unimportant now. Perhaps, in my world, it was, but here it is not, as I am separated from certain factors that would make it an importance.

[Anant rubs their head, a small grumbling noise emitting from behind their mask]

This is more convoluted than any bipolar human... my apologies.