[Of course she's an idiot. But so is he. If things are so uncertain, what's the point in waiting to think?
Even if Ryoji did come here, things wouldn't be the same as they were before. They could make something new, of course... but Ryoji also had the advantage of being part of the Seal she'd made. They were already tied together, for the past ten years, for the next who knows how many. That's a completely different relationship from the simple boy and girl they'd seemed in November. A different relationship than her and Shinjiro.
And she's not quite ready to give in to the possible future, not yet. She'd face it when it came - she was more than willing to step up to the fate she'd created. But that time wasn't today. Today, she still had has her Senpai and all she wants is to selfishly keep him beside her.
She can't worry about potentialities when she has something solid right here in the present.]
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Even if Ryoji did come here, things wouldn't be the same as they were before. They could make something new, of course... but Ryoji also had the advantage of being part of the Seal she'd made. They were already tied together, for the past ten years, for the next who knows how many. That's a completely different relationship from the simple boy and girl they'd seemed in November. A different relationship than her and Shinjiro.
And she's not quite ready to give in to the possible future, not yet. She'd face it when it came - she was more than willing to step up to the fate she'd created. But that time wasn't today. Today, she still had has her Senpai and all she wants is to selfishly keep him beside her.
She can't worry about potentialities when she has something solid right here in the present.]
I'm sure.