I thought I'd be over it. He was...he is the Nyx Avatar, right? I-it's not like I knew him for long either and...you probably know him more than me...
[She grins a little, but her gaze continues to be at the table.]
He's stupid, naive...tries to hit on all the girls around him. [Miki scoffs, sighing before resting a hand on her forehead. It's definitely not very polite, but she feels like her brain is spinning.]
I guess...I just...I just hoped it would be him. From my world. That he'd know me and apologize for leaving and fail about being romantic like he always is....trying to make up another excuse again...but....
[But...oh dammit, now her eyes feel moist. She doesn't move, however. She just continues.]
But when I think about it...Shinji and Aki are here. Minami before...you and Minako-senpai, both seals like the other Arisato I know...tch. Even Mitsuru and Yukari-senpai's fathers. It's only logical for Ryoji to show up...it was just not in the way I'd hoped.
[Idly, almost robotic, she grabs her collar. In the end, she hadn't removed the ring from the necklace, and now he clutches it with her right hand tightly.]
Maybe I'm just greedy?
[Maybe also because she's a sixteen year old teenager who had the strangest first crush and romance with literally an avatar of death. Something like that could easily fill books of philosophy and for a teenager, it's both devastating and heartbreaking.]
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I thought I'd be over it. He was...he is the Nyx Avatar, right? I-it's not like I knew him for long either and...you probably know him more than me...
[She grins a little, but her gaze continues to be at the table.]
He's stupid, naive...tries to hit on all the girls around him. [Miki scoffs, sighing before resting a hand on her forehead. It's definitely not very polite, but she feels like her brain is spinning.]
I guess...I just...I just hoped it would be him. From my world. That he'd know me and apologize for leaving and fail about being romantic like he always is....trying to make up another excuse again...but....
[But...oh dammit, now her eyes feel moist. She doesn't move, however. She just continues.]
But when I think about it...Shinji and Aki are here. Minami before...you and Minako-senpai, both seals like the other Arisato I know...tch. Even Mitsuru and Yukari-senpai's fathers. It's only logical for Ryoji to show up...it was just not in the way I'd hoped.
[Idly, almost robotic, she grabs her collar. In the end, she hadn't removed the ring from the necklace, and now he clutches it with her right hand tightly.]
Maybe I'm just greedy?
[Maybe also because she's a sixteen year old teenager who had the strangest first crush and romance with literally an avatar of death. Something like that could easily fill books of philosophy and for a teenager, it's both devastating and heartbreaking.]