[Yu wanted to let out an exasperated sigh; Murphy, you were a horrible person. How could you do this to him?]

[He turned toward his friends, trying to keep his expression neutral. Their concern was obvious, and Kanji's tone hurt, but they had to understand; this was something he needed to learn on his own, to experience for himself. He couldn't just have them tell him what happened, and just accept it; they had forgotten to mention a pretty damn important part!]

Guys, I know.

[He spoke quietly, calmly; he didn't want them to freak out, nor did he want them to think any less of him.]

She's showed me what will happen; what has already happened for you. I understand why you feel the way you do.