Oh... well. I... just... a lot happened at home really fast, and I found out I wasn't what I thought I was growing up. I had to fight lots of monsters and the entire world changed. I'd never really killed anything before and suddenly I had to kill all of these things and I know it was to save everyone but I still felt really bad. And my best friend is gone and people call me a hero and I don't... really feel like a hero at all.